“My mom tried to kill herself…”
In moments of darkness, turn within and ignite the Divine love that resides within, instead of waiting for someone else to love us enough to ignite an ember within us.
Suicide
“Does God hate us?”
When God comes to mind, I think of duality, good vs. evil, light vs. dark. But is that truly how life is or is that just how we were taught to see the world? If we take away the duality mindset and see every experience as an opportunity to experience unconditional love with spirit, as well as…
“So, I’ve been on the Whisper app a lot lately…”
And it’s sad to see others so unfulfilled, so scared and lonely, searching for something outside of themselves that would make them feel better. Not knowing or recognizing that all they need is located within.
“When you are molested as a kid…”
I’m trying to work through everything while living in the same house as my molester. And honestly, I’m not sure how I feel. I don’t know where to go from here. I feel that I want to forgive; forgive all parties involved. My parents, my grandmother and my molester, but my body is screaming no!
“I constantly feel that there is nothing positive in my life…”
You have to disassociate yourself from those individuals that try to punish you. They do not sound as if they accept you, see you for you, love you for you or root for you. In this chapter of your life you may have to walk alone. And I know it may seem scary, but as I say to myself, I would rather walk alone and love myself then be surrounded by people that want me to hate me the way they hate themselves.
DearSpence 