A year ago, I was in a really bad financial situation, so I began sending nudes for money. While doing it, people took advantage of me and treated me badly while even saying awful things to me. Now I’m financially secure, and I feel horrible about the things I’ve done. I’m truly afraid that I’ll get in trouble for what I’ve done, and I want to die because those men took advantage of me. I just don’t know what to do, and I have no one to talk to.
Don’t beat yourself up! We have all done things that we are not proud of and things that we even cringe to think about. And no one has the right to judge you for your choices. You chose what you thought was best, and there is nothing wrong with that.
You won’t get into trouble, and I honestly believe that you have nothing to worry about. If someone looks down on you for what you’ve done, you don’t need them or their judgment. And it sucks to be taken advantage of, but now you know what opportunist look like and now you know how to combat them and their lure, and how to protect yourself.
And if you’re able to, reach out to a counselor. They will help you learn to not define yourself by your actions because you’re not defined by anything. You are undefinable and perfect as you are. You sending nudes for money, in no way lessens your worth or your potential. As I’ve said, we have all done things that we are not so proud of.
A few years ago, I was in a really bad financial situation, so I took a job as an adult chat agent. In that position, we had to pretend to be different women, and we would chat with men about sex, and the men thought they were chatting with the women from the pictures. I hated it, but it was money, which I needed. So I totally get where you’re coming from. But just don’t define yourself by your past actions. No matter what you’ve done or will do, you are a woman ofworth, believe that!
And every action you take and everything you’ve done and have done was for a reason. Because of this experience, you’ve grown and evolved, and that is what you were put on this earth to do, grow, evolve, and become a better version of yourself than the day, minute or second before, and you have! Quit focusing on yesterday and remain in the present, that is where you will create your tomorrow.